A little voice told me I was born
At exactly the right moment in time
To always follow my heart no matter what
Growing up in a troubled family situation
The feeling I was special was never far away
All the hurt and pain I couldn’t hide from
Was getting bigger day after day after day
Back in the teenage years of my wasteland
A godly voice convinced me I was having fun
Even though I knew all about it
I never stopped my inner spirit from hurting me
Growing up in a crazy fucked up situation
The feeling I was drunk was never far away
All the hurt and pain I couldn’t hide from
Was getting bigger day after day after day
Back in the time when I had to act like a man
Taking drugs to escape I don’t know what
Party people get older and the rave had to close
It didn’t stop me from flying away to distant shores
Getting older in a trippy zonked out situation
The feeling I was now insane was never far away
All the hurt and pain I couldn’t hide from
Was getting bigger day after day after day
Now I have reached the turning point
Love and hope saved me from the bottomless hole
I need to strike a balance in the stable of my emotion
Thank you God, I could not have survived alone
Feeling better in a normal sober situation
The feelings I have I now need to work for
All the hurt and pain I couldn’t hide from
Was giving me the strength to fight back
Cheers!


