I try not to contemplate the reality
That in this world life is not always fair
Just ask the innocent men on death row
Who are facing the electric chair
I find myself now in my own prison
Through choices I made out of love
It seems like doing the right thing and freedom
Go together like foot and glove
I must be here for a reason though
There has to be some purpose to it
Maybe all this contemplation
Will one day force me to commit
For in my head, I have many dreams
But seldom convince myself they are real
So I hardly ever choose to act upon them
The thought of success for me is surreal
So rather than to put my muscle into achieving
Things in this physical plane
I just do the exercises in my mind
That stops me from going insane
My life is going somewhere good
That is what I tell myself to think
I done all the positive visualisations
And even cut back on the drink
However, I am slowly beginning to realise
That I better soon take control of my life
I have given too much power away
I am at the mercy of trouble and strife
It is good to spend some time alone
Solitary confinement can be good
I have decided now to do things for me
That I know I probably should
Like break down these walls in my mind
That tell me that I am a loser
All my ideas are not grandiose
Just because I once was a drug user
I have qualities about me that are unique
If a little unpolished to say the least
But I have kept them hidden for so long
It is time to release the beast
I won’t tame the wild horses
Or get in the ring with the bull
But I will prove to myself and others
That I am nobody’s fool
So even though to climb their ladder
You need to follow freemasonic criteria
I will just focus on developing my writing
Maybe my words will spread like bacteria
As I receive feedback from interested parties
That will help raise my vibration higher
Bring to me all the challenges I need
To achieve the content of my heart’s desire
I will then have realised that I was wrong
That this world is indeed just
The universe will always give back
The things we go after with lust
So if you follow your intuition
It will lead you down many a path
When you meet a dead end along the way
Do not explode in a fury of wrath
Just gently do what you need to
Things are coming together as planned
If we try and force or control the issue
The finale will not be so grand
Cheers!
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